Epilepsy ... no justification needed

Epilepsy .... no justification needed 

I don’t know about you guys but I can’t count the number of times I feel I need to justify my epilepsy and actions. I must justify my reason for doing or not doing something because of my epilepsy at least once a day. 
Why do I do that?? Why do I feel I always need to justify myself? 
Currently it’s 11.45am on a Sunday morning and I am sat in my pjs and hoody. Where should I be you might ask?..... I’m a Mormon so I should be at church. I’m not at church however because I was poorly on Friday and after trying to overcome the effects yesterday I am now even more exhausted today. .... While I don’t mind sharing my reasons for not being where I maybe should be with you all I shouldn’t feel I have to explain myself. I shouldn’t have to justify why I’m not at church or why I haven’t been shopping yet or anything else and yet I feel a need to constantly explain to people why I do or don’t do certain things. I have to tell people so they don’t think I am lazy, or a bad friend or whatever else people might think. 
Realistically ... why does it matter!!!! If my epilepsy stops me doing something then it does ... that’s it ... no explanation needed!!. 
I don’t need to explain myself to others. The people that matter already know and understand the situation and those that don’t clearly don’t need to. 
This year I am not going to concern myself with what other people think, I am no longer going to justify myself to others. 

I am me. I am epileptic and sometimes that means I have to live life a little differently. 

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